Monday, March 3, 2014

A Happy Friend

Hai, Bets.

Jadi, saat kau terima surat ini, kau sudah sah sebagai seorang istri. Bagaimana rasanya, Bets? Aku yakin aku akan bisa merasakan bagaimana bahagianya kamu di surat balasanmu nanti.

Sedih membayangkan kau menikah.
Bukan karena bukan aku yang mengucap ijab kabul. Bukan juga karena bukan aku yang di sampingmu di depan penghulu. Sedih saja, karena tidak ada aku di deretan mereka yang duduk bersila dalam mesjid turut menyaksikan ikrar sakral antara dua orang yang saling mencinta.

Semoga doaku sampai ke kalian, Bets.
Kudoakan kalian saling jatuh cinta sejak kalian membuka mata saat pagi dimulai, hingga merebahkan diri dalam tidur saat malam tiba.

Jatuh cintalah setiap hari, Bets.


March 3,
— a happy friend

Saturday, March 1, 2014

Dear Past

Dear Past,
I once knew a girl I put on the top of my priority. The one I thought I would end up with forever, but at the same time the one I wasn't sure to be with together.

Because I was afraid that spending the rest of my life would only give me more time and more chance to hurt.

Dear Past,
The idea of you always looks wonderful, but no matter what I do, you will only stay there and last as an idea.

Dear Past,
I'm glad you were there.
I'm glad you were part of my life once.
I'm more than glad that you came in an entity of a woman I treasure:
Dear Bets.


March 2
- your has been future