"Have you ever felt alone, but at the same time you do not want to be with anyone?"
That’s what I have been feeling for these couple of weeks. The feeling I have tried to ignore. Avoiding people has seemed like a good idea, since faking a smile made me tired as hell.
I have been making silence as a habit, and loneliness as a new friend. No friend, and nobody really knows that this smile I have been wearing is only to make me look nicer. Because I know, nobody thinks a desperate person is attractive.
And I do not want to be that person.
But can I? You have taken my smile with you when you left.
April 12
— smileless
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